What a paper... =)

Today's topic in this blog of mine will be on my exam paper that I have sat this morning.
Statisical Programming Package or SPSS, in short. This morning started all good. Had my breakfast with Mamita and after sending her to work, I went straight to campus.
It was all good while answering the paper. Until~! Guess what happen?
I forgot some formulae. It was actually the formula for standard deviation. Gosh. I've learned it before. But I was totally blank when I was about to write down the formula and calculate. Its OK if it only involves 1 question. But there are quite few questions that require s.d.. I got anxious. Because I couldn't afford seeing the marks all deducted for the reason of not remembering one easy peasy standard deviation formula (if it was a tougher complicated formula, I might not get anxious la..)

I completed everything and tried my best to remember the formula. I started praying. And I was really asking for help (and i think i verbally whispered it as well. so anxious.can't remember.hehe).

It was all a miracle. Because after trying to figure the formula with many different formulae that I have written down, (Thank You Lord!!!) i finally got it. I wasn't sure if that's the real formula but confidently I just use that formula. After the exam ended, I asked my friend Salley who sit next to me if the formula if correct. She nodded. I instantly lightened up and smile brightly, saying in my heart, "Thank You, Lord..."

If not because of His help, I wouldnt've answered those questions confidently. ^^
I know its only a matter of a formula but I'm glad I did my best and with His guidance, I know my days are all secure in His hand!

Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!

p.s.- A few marks less or more can make a difference of failing and passing, A or B, or maybe.... A or A-? No? ^^

Repentance.

"Repentance is of fundamental importance to man as it is to God. Its effects are not only felt and seen on earth but manifest in heaven too, repentance was one of Jesus’ first messages. It was one of his central topics too. Many of Jesus’ teachings and especially his parables include an element of repentance." 

-from http://www.atotheword.com/2011/01/09/jesus-teaches-importance-of-repentance-with-parable-of-lost-sheep/

Plagiarism in blogging is a wrong thing to do. So i include the link to this as well. Its one blog that I recommend!

God says repent and sin no more.

Yes indeed. Repent, and sin no more. =)

Voice out~ Out of voice?

I can hardly speak with my normal tone. Lost my voice since yesterday. Dad and Mom gave me a glass of "Takob Akob" + Honey and i had it right before going to bed last night. Today I woke up feeling better. But still, I sound really different but not like a duck (that's the good part..haha..) 

Some people said I get thinner. Normally I don't get troubled when I heard that. But now i do. I personally realize that I am getting thinner. Is it because not eating? Or because exam-syndrome (pandai2 sy buat term baru) or fatigue? Or have I lost the apetite? I hear the alarm ringing anyway...

EXAM starts this week. Not today (fuhhh good thing..) All the best to all who's sitting exam and strive for the best not the good. =)

Just 3 weeks plus! Can't wait to meet Debbie the Debo..hehehe.. ^^  

Last Saturday was the church dedication/opening. All went well. Praise God. More works to come.

After all, when more is given, more is required back. Till then~

God bless us all!

A day in UMS

Today marks the first day of our seniors final year project presentation in campus. Along with my other coursemates, I volunteered to help with the arrangement and proper settings of the presentation sites.

It was a good atmosphere. Everything went well. I managed to ask around few seniors regarding their posters/final year project. Among them, I found one that really catches my attention. Its regarding the breast cancer. The senior sister explained it to us very well and clear. It motivates me too.

I just wish them all the best and looking at them makes me wonder of 'our turn' next year. =) Good thing its done in poster form. It is more interactive and less formal compared to slide presentation. I'll be starting my journey of FYP soon after exam.
I'm praying that everything will be in the right path. Although I'm sure of challenges, still, I know its an intense and wayyyy exciting one bah.. =)

Till then!

It is done!

After battling with lab reports, finally it has come to an end. ^^
Now I can totally focus on studying for final exam. Yayy...!!

Dedicated to Debbie.

These are photos of my cousin, Debbie and I throughout these years. There are many photos but I've chosen the nicest one. =)

Christmas 2009 in Kolopis

                   

New Year 2009 celebration (Pirates Night theme) 

       Jalan2 with the aunties and cousins

Practising at church

At Melinsung 2010  

   Sending Debbie to Labuan (KML)

The prettiest us! =D This was taken right before I went to Labuan (KML) in 2008

A picture worth a million words. There are 7 photos here altogether. That means, altogether its worth 7 millions words??? Hahaha.. anyway, I miss u cuzzie! I'm posting this because I miss her and Deb, if you're reading this, want you to know that we love youuuu~ ^^ Hugs and kisses for you! (Not like the one you gave to me. Yikes. Haha.) Take care there. Be strong and always rejoice in Him... Although u're far from us, u'll always be in our conversation (not gossip aa...), our mind and our prayers! ^^ See u soon when I see ya!

Emanuel.. God is with us.. =)

The moon

Its full moon tonight. I didn't realise it until i look up just now outside the house.
The moon was full and it shines brightly without any inteference of clouds or whatsoever.
As I look at it for a moment, I found myself unconciously thinking - I can directly see that moon which is millions of miles away from earth. Two different planet but I can see it right away. No need to wait for things to align and see the moon (minus the cloud inteference), just look up and you'll see it. Its the only moon exists in this entire universe. No other moon. Just like us. There is no other 'me' in this earth. Each of us are unique and special to God. We should appreciate our differences and remember that everything is precious in life. Even obstacles are ought to be embraced. You may never know that those obstacles might be substances that will bring changes in your life, or it might make you stronger.

Well, after all. This thought that I had started by looking at the moon actually. and also as i write this post.
Its nothing big actually. Just looking at a moon that existed ages ago.
But somehow, it still amazed me. Such a beautiful thing God created.

p.s-I think, the moon is gonna be one of my favorite things to look at, apart from sunrise and sunset.  God bless.

My hectic week ends well. ^_^

This week  and coming week could be considered as my hectic week. No need to explain 'bout it. 

I missed sunset. like seriously. guhh.. (After exam is over, sunset, u wait for me.) 

I don't know what tomorrow holds but I'm gonna walk by faith, not by sight. 

Anyway, give thanks! 

I kinda lost my pencil case in campus. I was outside the library when i realise it. My oldest, most precious, lavender pencil case since high school! Gone!!?? Yup so i kinda panicked a bit. I calm down and think. Despite of the fact that the pencil case is precious, there is another important thing - My student card is inside! Without it, my life in campus will be like, nothing. (ok fine, i know i make it sound so dramatic. hehehehe.)

I couldn't stop thinking until I was so upset of myself. 

Here is when that voice whispered its gonna be alright. Instantly, i feel less panic. I went to the library back and forth for two days, asking if they have found a lavender pencil case. Nope. They never did. 

However, suddenly i was reminded of a place that i have gone earlier - lab - and its there. I was so relieved! Thank God!

Next, my laptop suddenly got into trouble. My desktop keeps on blinking. I wasn't able to do my work. That is what bugs me. But after a few hours leaving it alone. I opened it back and TADA~! functioning already... Thank God!

That's the main point. Give thanks to Him.

When I'm weak, He's strong enough to support me. That's why I'm still living. ^^ Thank You, Papa.. 

Love U~

Ok...

Today was... erm.. tiring... yeah, really tiring... time fly so fast... a week more to go and this sem is over.. (ada sedih berbaur happy..)
Joha was so cute playing the drum and he's acting like an adult altho' he's almost 3 this year.

Gosh...can't wait to see my days ahead.. (@.@)
Lord, gimme the strength and stamina to go through each day! (>.<)

A song in my mind!

Tuhan Kau bertaktahlah dalam hatiku

Ambillah tempat milikMu dalam hidupku

Biar k'rajaanMu ditinggikan

S'lama-lamanya

S'lama-lamanya

S'lama-lamanya

Tuhan layak memerintah

Writer: unknown

When i got back home from prayer fellowship with other brethrens in Christ, the lyrics of the song mingles in my mind. Altho' its the first time i've heard this song, but I couldn't stop the lyrics from going on in my mind. Not much lyrics for a song, but an anointed song IT IS.... All glory to God! He deserves the highest glory and honour!

I've learned that in life, no matter what happen, no matter how terrible is the situation that we face, no matter how hard we fall, no matter how much we got hurt, our God is good... He is good all the time! My emotion is not supposed to conquer/control me, but my spirit/inner man should control my emotion. 

Panda eye (NO NO!) + dinner!

Now should be the time where i will sleep. My eyes feel sooooo doopy. Assignment oh assignment! I've got to love you somehow.. *sigh with a smile* I guess that's part of being a student.
Well, on the bright side: At least this trains me to stay awake no matter how much i wish to go to sleep now!
Hopefully no panda eyes.. I used to ignore if i have them but now not anymore, panda eyes scares me (it makes me look like i have aged more than my current age. hehe!). Thanks to concealer, it helps to lighten.. BUT, lagi bagus kalau tia payah pakai concealer. =)

So, just now my friends Kenny, Oyoe, Sue and Mion, and I attended a fundraising dinner in Sutera H. organized by Generation Of God. It was fun indeed! (honestly, my tummy did lotsa sound b4 dinner was served! I'm amazed how i didn't talk a lot 'tho..maybe bcoz the air-cond is too freezing cold for me!) While savoring our Chinese cuisines, we were entertained by lotsa performances. I'm enjoying the music performances. Makes me wanna just sit back and relax..

*FAST FORWARD*

I'm really thankful that we guys had time to pray together b4 the dinner starts (in GP, of course.. ^^)
I'm thankful that we met our friends back in Matriculation. (We took lotsa pics too..can't wait to see..)
It's like a mini reunion, just hoping we'll get to have a full, complete reunion.. missed everyone back in Matrics. God bless all of us!
^^
-peace out-

The guy that saved me - Jesus

Here is a man who was born in an obscure village, the child of a peasant woman. He grew up in another village. He worked in a carpenter shop until he was 30, and then for three years he was an itinerant preacher.
He never:
-owned a home.
-wrote a book.
-held an office.
-has a family.
-went to college.
-put his foot inside a big city.
-traveled 200 miles from the place where he was born.
-did one of the things that usually accompany greatness.
-has no credentials but himself.

While still a young man, the tide of popular opinion turned against him.
His friends ran away. One of them denied him. He was turned over to his enemies. He went through the mockery of a trial. He was nailed upon a cross between two thieves. While he was dying his executers gambled for the only piece of property he has on earth - his COAT. When he was dead, he was laid in a borrowed grave through the pity of a friend.
19 long centuries have come and gone and TODAY he is the centerpiece of the human race and the leader of the column of progress.

Catch this:
He NEVER wrote a book, yet more books have been written about him than anyone on earth.
He NEVER wrote a song and yet he has furnished the theme for more songs than all the songwriters combined.

This Jesus of Nazareth without money and arms conquered more millions than Alexander, Caesar and Napoleon. Without science and learning, he spoke such words of life as were never spoken before or since and produced effects which lie beyond the reach of orator or poet. All the armies that ever marched, all the navies that ever were built, all the parliaments that ever sat and all the kings that ever reigned, put together, HAVE NOT affected the life of the man upon this earth as powerfully as that one man.

Jesus saved me. And all of us.